>Feeling alone in the crowd.

>I have been finding lately that I have been feeling a bit lonely. I have been doing my best to keep myself busy with friends and training and Mardi Gras but even when I am out with my friends I feel alone.

I miss having a hand to hold at the movies.
I miss bumping knees under the dinner table.
I miss falling asleep on the couch in someones arms.
But most of all I miss that real connection you get with someone you are really into.

I know that things will get better and I know that the right person will come along at the right time but I can’t help but feel a little bit of jealousy when I see my friends enjoying each other.