I have to confess, I’ve always wanted to be a porn star!

It’s true, incase you haven’t noticed I am a terrible exhibitionist and it’s gotten me in to trouble (sexy trouble) on more than one occasion.

It’s also true that when it comes to porn I have always been more than curious but my better angels have always told me to be cautious.

Except for that one time.

I have to admit that sex in public is crazy exciting and I love being watched. The idea of being a porn star, go go dancer or stripper is more than just a little bit enticing.

A few years ago I was offered the chance to make a porn movie with an Australian company that was making films here locally. I did my Audition, was offered a not insignificant amount of money and was told who I would be doing my scene with. The Company making the porn was doing an Aussie style Bel Ami, and I was happy with the quality of the production and of the final product. I had been offered scenes in the past but was never happy with the quality of the site.

The DVD’s were to be sold overseas and were not to be available in Australia, but with the internet that was never really going to work.

I was excited and then at the last moment the production was cancelled by the director who had to return quickly to Europe.

And that was that… my almost career in Adult entertainment that never was but which has always been the “what if?” in the back of my mind since. So about 3 months ago I did another audition.

I am more curious about it than anything else and it’s something that requires very serious thought. I don’t know if I’ll actually ever do it. It’s the kind of thing that is life altering. It can never be taken back once it is done and whilst playing around on the internet is fun, making a full blown (pun intended) porn movie is another thing entirely with the potential to impact on my work and life for decades.

So there you have, A little bombshell for you this Friday. Some of you will wail and gnash your teeth for what might have been and others will do the same for what could be and the rest of you can enjoy the all the images that will fill your head for the next hour.

HEHE, Love S.