I have to confess, I’ve always wanted to be a porn star!

It’s true, incase you haven’t noticed I am a terrible exhibitionist and it’s gotten me in to trouble (sexy trouble) on more than one occasion.

It’s also true that when it comes to porn I have always been more than curious but my better angels have always told me to be cautious.

Except for that one time.

I have to admit that sex in public is crazy exciting and I love being watched. The idea of being a porn star, go go dancer or stripper is more than just a little bit enticing.

A few years ago I was offered the chance to make a porn movie with an Australian company that was making films here locally. I did my Audition, was offered a not insignificant amount of money and was told who I would be doing my scene with. The Company making the porn was doing an Aussie style Bel Ami, and I was happy with the quality of the production and of the final product. I had been offered scenes in the past but was never happy with the quality of the site.

The DVD’s were to be sold overseas and were not to be available in Australia, but with the internet that was never really going to work.

I was excited and then at the last moment the production was cancelled by the director who had to return quickly to Europe.

And that was that… my almost career in Adult entertainment that never was but which has always been the “what if?” in the back of my mind since. So about 3 months ago I did another audition.

I am more curious about it than anything else and it’s something that requires very serious thought. I don’t know if I’ll actually ever do it. It’s the kind of thing that is life altering. It can never be taken back once it is done and whilst playing around on the internet is fun, making a full blown (pun intended) porn movie is another thing entirely with the potential to impact on my work and life for decades.

So there you have, A little bombshell for you this Friday. Some of you will wail and gnash your teeth for what might have been and others will do the same for what could be and the rest of you can enjoy the all the images that will fill your head for the next hour.

HEHE, Love S.

  • Guest

    I will admit to the same, honest

  • http://www.facebook.com/articblade Sam Humphries

    I will admit to the same. Outdoors and public stuff is crazy hot, and I have had my exhibitionistic moments, on one or two amateur websites… Even got sent a porn application form the other day O.o
    The long term implications of doing porn aren’t something I wanna do though. A private video, sure. Public? Less so…

  • Adrien

    I swear i will buy your DVD if you star a porn career BUT take your time to take your time to take that kind of decision

    • Adrien

      start*

  • Jay M.

    You know, I’d love to see you naked and etc. etc. etc. But the porn industry, as much as I’ve supported it over the years – monetarily and through “satisfaction” – (even Bel Ami) is pretty sleazy, and even with constant testing, HIV and other STDs are a real problem. I’m really glad your chance (at least at that time) passed. At least with your own blog you have some control over your body. The instant you give it up to someone else, you lose that. No judgement here, none at all. But happy you’re healthy!

    Peace <3
    Jay

  • mark0159nz

    you know I have always wanted to photograph naked men but alas the universe hasn’t given me that yet. are you up for that, I’m coming over in April :)

    I have never been the judgement of those that do porn. But society seems to be more judgemental that it needs to be.

  • http://twitter.com/buddyeight2000 granville williams

    i like you just the way you are, once whats under the pink flower is shown your blog would take on a whole new meaning, which is ok if that what you want. you won me over by some speedo shots but also showing me different parts of the world

  • SteveMN

    I think once you do porn, as exciting as the thought is, everything changes. Can you continue with your existing career with that hanging over your head? Isn’t it going to change how other people in various professions you might be interested in think of you?

    Yes, it is a very erotic thought, and a wonderful fantasy, but what waits on the other side? Is this a step up, or is the first step on a long downward descent?

    I suspect there might be opportunities for nude modeling … you know … with a happy ending. That could have repercussions, but you are a model, and it is modeling. But once you have sex with someone on camera, and that video is distributed commercially, it is done forever, there is no taking it back.

    As fun as it might be, you have to ask how does it move your life forward in the long run? I don’t think it does. As much as I would like to see the video, on a more personal level, I don’t see how it can help you personally or professionally.

  • SteveMN

    Oh and by the way, anyone who responds with “I’m not into Asians” was not someone worth being with. If they are that shallow, then you should avoid them like the plague.

    In my view, you look great. I confess I’m somewhat into Asian, though being of Scandinavian decent, I think I am more into the dark mysterious look. I live in a world flooded with blue eyed blond. Asian, Latino, and similar are attractive and mysterious. I feel very drawn to them.

    That said, you still look stunningly hot, plus you are a nice guy, and that is always a good thing.

  • cebunative

    I sure would like to see your sexy body in a porn movie Shannon but I would recommend you to think about it for another half a year or so. Then you might decide not to do it.
    Thanks for sharing your thoughts about the theme though, thus showing your openmindedness.

  • Mr.Coco Noir

    hahaha you wanna do it… so do it.