>Although things seem to be really happening with my work now I have been feeling quite apathetic in my personal life. I know in winter its easy to slip into a bit of a rut when the cold, rain, and wind start to get to you. The Sun has finally returned to Sydney and although Summer is still a while away I can already feel the excitement stirring within me. Patrols begin in about 5 weeks and I am looking forward to getting in and putting my training to the test.
Sometimes all we need to break ourselves out of a rut is to get up and do something we would not normally do or start a new project. I have been working on a special project for the last 12 months and yesterday was the first time in about 3 months that I had worked on it. The creative juices were flowing.
Work has become so busy that I am booked out now until late September. It’s great but it has meant that a lot of personal projects have been put on hold and although I have been excited about all the new things that are happening to me I have also been getting frustrated about all the new demands on my time. I have not even been able to pay as much attention to the blog over the last couple of weeks as I would have liked.
The opportunities that have been offered to me have been really diverse. I am currently doing everything from mens swimwear shoots to calendars, architecture and work in the film industry. I have also locked in the dates for my next exhibit at St Vincents Hospital next year. I am very excited that they have offered me the gallery space in the Main Lobby of the Hospital this time.
I am learning quickly that you have to get out there and create your own opportunities. Your world is after all your own creation. It is the manifestation of your own attitude to yourself and you positivity.
I have really noticed that all the things that I have asked the Universe for have been given to me. Travel, a job I love, a place to live and many other things. It has reaffirmed my belief that I am indeed responsible for my own reality and that I am on the right path. My boat is still going down stream.
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh life is tough at the moment.