>Well I am sitting in the airport again ready to head back to Sydney. I am beginning to think of it as home which is a good sign.
The long weekend is almost over and It has been nice seeing family and friends again. Last night was a bad Josh night and I didn’t get much sleep again. I’m looking forward to getting home and spending the day sailing around the harbour.
Once this weekend is over it will be time to focus on building some friendships and making some money. My friend Stuart has invited me to go to New Zealand with him and some friends so I need to get my stuff together. Lots of parties coming up too for Mardi Gras so I will need some spare cash and a few new besties if I am going to be able to go to those.
Things are getting a little easier and I think this week is going to be a good week. At least I am thinking of it that way.
I went clothes shopping on Saturday… something which I never do. I decided that it was time to update my wardrobe. I looked at it the other day and thought to myself
“I dress like a 16yo kid”,
so I picked up a nice singlet, vest, and a cardigan to wear out when I want to dress it up a bit. There is also the fact that most of the nice clothes that I own were given to me or bought for me by Josh and everytime I put them on it just makes me think about him. I need to move on from that.
Who knows I might even post some pics of me wearing actual clothes for a change.
Now I just need to trade in the racing car bed and get a hair cut.